The day has finally arrived! After watching for months the countdown on my phone ticking ever so slowly down to this day, I am at the airport waiting for my flight.
I am leaving.
I am flying to a foreign country.
I am flying to a place I know barely anything about.
I am putting aside the tremendous amount of fear that I am riddled with.
I am doing something that scares the hell out of me.
That is how I know I am on the right path.
Anything that isn’t worthwhile doing won’t scare you.
Chasing your dream isn’t done sitting idle.
It is done with a leap of faith.
Or, in my case, a flight to Thailand.
And I am SO STOKED!
Or am I…?
In a strange way I am not as excited as I thought I’d be. I figured I would be cartwheeling about the airport. But for the last few days I’ve been pretty…calm.
I know I am excited and that I’ve been waiting for this moment for months. I don’t think that excitement has dissipated at all either. I think a collected calm has come over me. I know I am on an adventure. I’ve been working for this. I feel suddenly at peace.
Since I left on the 6 day train adventure it has been non-stop traveling for the past couple weeks and even with all of that distraction, I’ve had butterflies about the trip to Thailand. And now that I’m in California waiting for my flight, I was questioning why wasn’t going crazy about it.
I believe the excitement isn’t bursting out of every seam in me because I’m focused on the upcoming adventure. I am living my crazy and gnarly dream and in my heart and my soul I know because I know I am on the right path.
They kind flight attendant just came by and stamped my ticket with a nifty Facebook-esque thumbs up.
Boarding has begun as I rush to type this on my phone. Thank you everyone for all of your amazing support and comments. You helped make this a reality as well.
And with that, this Lost Boy leaves for Thailand!
Does this happen to you? The day before your trip, do you feel less excited but more focused?